…………………Hey guys! It’s Jenna here again! I woke up this morning just feeling so grateful to God about where I am today. For those of you who don’t know, (well, I’m not entirely sure if I’ve shared this part of my life on my blog) my Dad passed away 5 years ago, and after that loss came a series of loss after loss. Financial, business, my Mom (she’s alive! But it’s a whole lot of story of craziness), failures in my dreams (career,etc) everything I could possibly just hold on to life. Add some life threatening life threats and haters on the side. Dang! That was like three years of nonstop live action! (I laugh about it now but..) One thing remained, and it’s God.
…………………Despite all the trust issues all those things have created in my life, I have chosen to MOVE FORWARD with my life. Yes, my past cannot be changed. All those things did happen, and I’ve learned to accept them. But the FUTURE is still ahead. The PRESENT is here. I know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him. The best is yet to come. Rivers of living water are gonna flow. Blessings have followed and will follow me all the days of my life.
…………………It’s honestly a lot of CHANGING MINDSETS. Choosing to remain positive everyday, and to hold on to HOPE that I profess that God is real, and He is in control, and though bad things might not go away, but HE will pull me through.
…………………For anyone out there stumbling upon this post and you’re still reading it up to this point. This is not an accident why you’re here. (Technically and physically in the world!) If you’re feeling down and troubled and have lost all hope. It’s not all lost! “But Jenna, you don’t understand…I’ve lost everything..I’ve failed, I’ve been abused.. I’ve been….” You’re right, I will never understand fully what you might be feeling now. But I do know that from HERE ON forward, the CHOICE is yours. Do you want to keep on looking back at your past? And let it DEFINE who YOU ARE now? Or are you choosing to MOVE FORWARD and be VICTORS over your ruined past and CREATE new and amazing and beautiful and wonderful and positive memories that will create a fresh new LEGACY for you and your offsprings in the future?
…………………I believe YOU can. and YOU will. For God is with you, and He is for you and not against you. I will be praying for you my dear friend. You are not alone. Remember that. 🙂